so here we are.this is already tough . try living with a family who is small but lives on Mcdonalds and donuts. im the only big one and it sucks. im ready to make a change and that's the main reason this blog is named what it is. i know if i work hard enough i too could look like wonder women. i absolutely adore her but to be honest im scared. ive always been a bit afraid to change myself because im scared of what people will think. i know myself well enough to know that if i want something i will go for it so i do wonder why i have been heavy for so long. i feel like ive been heavy for too long. it is time for a change and so i will be recording my change here . im still scared im not even sure im ready to commit but i want to and that's all i need. i want to be healthy and fit and able to run a marathon. one of my goals is to run the color run. i love fitness im just too lazy to do it and get inside my head but im done with excuses. this time i am taking control. i would love a good thirty pounds off me by June and i believe it is tangible. i know i can do this therefore i shall. i know that there will be set backs and days i just dont want to do it but i know that if i am CONSISTENT (WHICH I HAVE ALWAYS LACKED) i know i can achieve my goal.as of right now i stand at 240 pounds. i cant do this to myself anymore. (and yes that is the freshman 15) im ready to commit to myself . i will be the wonder woman i dream of being!
stay Fearless,
Lisa
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